It's 3am and I'm wide awake! I've been thinking if I should post this entry or not. I'm not the type of person who spills unwanted events on my life on the world wide web. As a matter of fact, I get annoyed with people who share their problems on Facebook, but this ain't Facebook so I will for the first time share something about what's been happening recently.
Jeff is mad at me since yesterday. (I won't go with the full details anymore) It's the first time I saw him with much anger. It hurts me, it hurts me even more knowing it's my fault that he's mad. Today, he leave for work without giving me a goodbye kiss. (darn! he's really mad!)
Now, I'm sleeping with Soleil in her bed because I can't bear being on the same bed with Jeff with no hugs and spooning. (which we always do)
I want to apologize but I don't know how to initiate the talk. I know I need to make bawi because I've done so many things that disappoint him. But how? Where do I start?
I know, there are no perfect relationships but I am married to a perfect man and yet I still do things that make him sad/mad/disappointed. I must admit, I'm the one whose not even a mile close to perfection.
All I can do right now is pray. Pray for God to guide me to atleast become a worthy wife my husband deserves.
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